she was my oldest friend. she was my confidant. she was best friend. i don't remember when my life started to revolve around her. i don't know when i realized it.

i don't remember when i came to hate her either.

she grew up, i grew up. we grew apart perhaps. or maybe the only reason i stayed by her side all those years was because i was too blind to see what she was becoming. and i was too naive to see what she was turning me into.

and after all those years of trying in vain to make other people see what i do in her she did it all by herself. she's not the sweet person i used to know. she has turned into a popularity machine with a pretty face and without priorities. i just can't deal with her anymore.

maybe it's time we went our own ways. this time for good.